I think that people who say people with suicidal thoughts are selfish are themselves selfish. How can you call someone selfish just because it would hurt you? Just because it would hurt their family and friends if they killed themselves. Sure it would hurt them. But have you ever thought what they’re feeling? Do you think it doesn’t hurt? Maybe they’re just looking for attention. Yeah maybe. Fuck no, do you think we ever asked to feel like this? Why do we bother to tell you if you’re just going to call us selfish? Think about how we feel before you call us selfish, please. You’re not the only person on this planet.

only cool people are at home on friday night$$

Today is and was the best day of the year.

1. THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BOY EVER TURNS NINETEEN (i have been more excited for this day than if it were my own birthday)

2. i got way better NCEA results than i had ever imagined

3. had an amazing time in the city and

4. my brother learnt that gucci is said gu-chi and not gu-key in the presence of the gucci doorman

and now my beautiful followers helped me get second in the poll! see, there are always things to be thankful for everyday :)

Okay so best moment today.

I was caj out doing my paperround ~still unemployed :c , and was wearing my fave summer dress. I thought i looked pretty good heh, for once in my life. I was walking back down this avenue and coming round the top was a guy on a longboard. He jumps on, and skates past. I recognised him as one of the many who used to bully me about 4 years ago. The best part was, he didn’t really register who i was at first but as he went past his eyes grew wiiiiide when he saw me. I could tell he liked it ;) And then two of his mates, one i used to have a thing with before they got all jerkish, also walked past and i could feel their eyes on me right as i walked past. As i rounded the top corner and they were outta sight i did a little dance and had a giggle ;) Hehehehehehehe BAM. Jerks, i’m stronger and better looking (in your eyes) than you ever thought. Gave me the first little bit of confidence :)

Anonymous asked: Why did you unfollow me? :(

Probably cause of what you’re posting. I follow a lot of blogs now cause i tend to follow back, but if you post a lot of surf, black and white, or something that’s not really my style then i’m likely to unfollow. Recently i unfollowed a few cause of that and it’s a pity cause they were once my fave blogs. Sorry :)